i just got my visa and working visa today, in my jammies, at the door. apparently i have to go to the embassy to get the visa processed or something. i would have gone today, but annie has my metropass, and i have to wait.. i have to work.. so i'll leave it for tomorrow on my break. then, i'm getting my ticket on saturday, before work.
i'm very indifferent now. i know it's going to be a big change, and as i told my love Zahra, that i can't wait to be back. and i'm excited. i'm excited of being able to go away to drift into cracks of humble-ment, again, then, coming back putting what i've learnt into practice. my new adventure will be no doubt crazy.
so yes, i can't wait until i'm into my late 20s. i'm only 24, but being 27/28 is something different. different wants and needs. settling, having all my resources at full. i've decided to settle in toronto when i come back. it took me 9.5 years to realize that i want to do just that. before that, for a very short while, that i could be anywhere. and before that, i had no doubt wanted to return to montreal. and montreal, i may still want to be buried there. it was an absolute, but thinking about it.. i could be buried here, too. i know it's a weird thing to think about.
i found this website: http://www.youtube.com, which is really cool.
saw the mtv movies' best kiss of 2005, and teared like a baby. toronto has made me become a sap. that damn ryan gosling and rachel mcadams.
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