gray days are good, but gray clouds are not

geez.. i'm doing some editing work.. and like.. it's friggin' a lot of work. i mean, i'm correcting 2 out of 3 words. hongmei said she'd ask for more money for me. she's awesome.. i'm just thinking how relieved i will be when i finished correcting everything.. i'm probably 15% through all of it.. well, not even.. :(

i went to some mountain with two americans the other weekend. the day was dreary. actually, it's been gray for a week here already. it's nice that it's not blistering hot. i'm actually very happy about that. but! i really don't know how i will deal when i go to vietnam. i get heat rash.. suceptible to it. now, it's over.. but hahaha.. yeah.. my health skin problems you'd like to know.

the week after mary left was my week off from school, and, i was deathly bored. i kept indoors mostly. went out to hotpot actually a few times.. 4 times in 1.5 weeks.. good stuff. went swimming. the rest of the time.. i think i was going crazy. i had nothing to do.. (minus the editing, which i can't sit to do very long) and obsessed over available internet entertainment. saw some stephen chow movies (in viet) and some weird show online called, "soupmovie.com."

i just did my 2nd day of classes today. the schedule changed after the first time which got me a little agitated. now, i don't have any off my classes from last term, which is okay.. but i wished they had told me sooner. the other foreign teacher (yes mary, guess who it is) had a panic attacked because he was told that he would get all new classes from day 1. i really didn't mind if we had new students or not, but i was prepared to give my returning students new work. i feel like i work with a big gray cloud, at times it is not so gray, but most of the time it is. there should be a chinese word for this. hahaha..

someone asked me about my goals today.. and apparently they didn't like my answer. i really have no idea. and apparently, goals have nothing to do with feelings or subjectivity. uh.. i guess.. it makes me wonder. it makes me a little agitated, but it makes me wonder. i guess, 'cause i really don't talk to anyone about my thoughts on goals and the future. i mean, usually. so i was not prepared or something. i just really haven't thought about it. so now, i'm all confused. i have them somewhere.. maybe just put off to the side for a while. and so.. hahaa.. i will put it off some more. i'm just really content here for now. blah. i guess :P

hmm.. anything interesting i have seen, lately.. .. .. oh yeah. the other day, i went to eat grill muslim food, on the street with Wei Qi. soooooooooooooooo good. i realized i like hanging out with him. just mediocre, not too excitable time. hahaha.. just relaxing. we went to play pool again. when i get home, i'm going to be a pro for sure.