i believe that once i felt spiritual. i was inherently Buddhist. i believed in full circles, karma and being "good". pain was what you made of it. and with this, pure optimism that everything will fall into place. everything that is good will be not good, and everything that wasn't good would be good. whatever that means.
ever since, i returned from being abroad, i don't have this feeling anymore. my grandpa who passed away years ago isn't protecting me anymore. the shoddy situations where children are exploited for the benefit of ** adults continue to live in the small city of 2 million in chin, at bus routes going up the length of vietnam.
is there where my spirituality has gone?
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